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slumber party

Friday 08/10/04

Joshua was so sweet!!! he bought me a bouquet of sunflowers. very beautiful!!! one stalk of large sunflower wrapped with green leaves and some other little flowers. i liked it alot!!! such a cute surprise. i felt very happy. the flowers made me happy. he made me happy. what we did during the day made me happy.

it was a perfect way to spend a Friday. go to school to get work done. leave sch at 5pm. go for early dinner by the waterfront, enjoy the seabreeze, chill out together without disturbance, catch a movie or something... escape the deafening urban noises, hoards of people and enclosed physical environment.

Joshua, thank you for walking me out of the dark psychological abyss. thank you for bringing me new hopes and giving me a new lease of life. thank you for your attentive concern and loving support. thank you for your sensitivity in caring for my well being. i need you.

sorry for being wilful. sorry for hurting you with disheartening words when i am throwing my tantrums. sorry for being a pessimistic fatalistic wet-blanket. just want to be a good girlfriend but still be 100% myself.

i am who i am.
hate me or love me. but do not attempt to change me.

Saturday 09/10/04

spent my morning rolling in bed. so nice! then met Joshua at TM to buy some groceries. went off to buy minced beef and pasta to cook Spaghetti Bolognese. the girls were coming over for dinner tonite! my 2 angels, Michele and Elaine. so spent my afternoon preparing the pasta sauce. studied a bit only. Joshua was home revising for his maths test and resting after helping me buy a new keyboard. yes, that explains why i am blogging right now. yay! =)

Michele and Elaine came over. then Joshua came over too. dinner was a casual affair. the pasta was alright, no one suffered from food poisoning. neither did anyone complained that it was terrible. ok, even if it really tasted bad, they won't have told me so as not to hurt my feline feelings.

we were watching tv over dinner. some cheap HK tv serial production <>. we all made witty comments, critcally evaluating the actors clothes, character portrayal, relationship illustration etc etc thus distorting the story further towards a ever-more ridiculous version but all the same, a funnier one! could see that Elaine was having a good laugh. hmmm... Michele and Ealine came to a conclusion at the end of the 2 hours... never to watch tv or movie with Joshua and i. heh heh. coz we're noisy and alwiz making some witty remarks. no... no one has ever tried chasing us out of the cinema as yet. i am so proud of myself. *Michele, i know u're still frozen in the horrors of The Japanese Story movie experience but i still wanna watch European films with you!*

ended the night by chatting away in bed... 3 of us like we always did during JC days. slumber party! Elaine once again fought with Michele over pyjamas, pillow, and bed-space. why am i not surprised??? i haven't enjoyed myself in such a long while. hee... lie in bed with my 2 best friends, chat the night away talking about everything especially about our future all the way till 3am. amazing! we once tried chatting all the way till 6am! haha! hmmm... can't believe that 3 years have passed so quickly... and we're still so close! really cherish these close friends of mine alot... been through ups and downs together, had our fair share of joys and depressions, and celebrating every birthday together. a sweet fuzzy warm feeling is welling up in me now. *hug my angels*

wonder how is Priscilla doing... if she is recovering well, if she is doing fine in school... i pray to God that she would be happy and carefree once again, and be loved and cherished by those around her. may God bless and protect this kind sweet little baby-blue Bunny.

We cannot live without a supportive and caring emotional network closely knitted by family ties and sincere friendship. Romantic love is just a bonus but not a need.

Sunday 10/10/04

supposed to meet Cavey and guys for water skiing this weekend but since i have been slacking for the past 5 weekdays, and spent my entire Saturday rather unrpoductively in the academic sense, i can't join them for skiing session today.... kinda sad coz i miss water skiing alot. i love water sports alot especially scuba diving and water skiing. it's the 2 huge loves of my life. but don't wanna talk about it... i don't even have time to go for a good swim this whole semester. i am so disappointed with myself. i admit that i haven't been making time out for swimming and playing sports. i am lazy and ill disciplined. i must start practicing effective time management and actively participate in sports, start living a more fulfilling life.

Life is not all about studying.
Life is not all about spending time watching tv with your boyfriend/girlfriend.

A fulfilling life means to take time out, do activities you enjoy, cultivate your hobbies and do something different every once awhile.

A purpose driven life means to give time to God, learn about God, practice his teachings and help others who are less fortunate. we do not live for ourselves only.

posted by Veen @ 14:00